Notes :Thank You Father July 5, 2009
Father, I had time to clear my heart, my mind and nourish my spirit with your word and pondered
on all that took place when Ted went to the hospital..
First I ask for forgivness of all my sins and request that you
especially forgive me for being selfish that night at the hospital. Sorry for getting so frustrated and overwhelmed
.
I know that we were in desperate need for Ted health , but as time passed and I evaluated my actions I stopped
for a moment and felt guilt for not realizing that their were so many others that were in need too.
THey could have
had a worse situation and even if they were less they were still some kind of need for their health.
I am so sorry..
I did not take the time to see their pain.
I will focused on being more humble and patients.
My emotional and stressful
moment took over and I responded in a very selfish manner.
I know I did not expressed it out side my heart.. and.. I
know many would say I did nothing wrong because all I did was cry instead of yelling, But the bottom line was the actions
took place in my heart and it was still in and my heart was so wanting to be worse...
Thank
you for having the intercessors praying for us, Past Grant our Church Family and Dad just moments before I rose in anger
arise.
In my eyes it was as I had responded what I felt..and in that...
I ask for forgiveness.
I truly send you these notes to cleanse and clear my own spirit..
THank you Father for being such an awesome Father and great Heavenly Daddy.
Confession is the greatest
and most powerful tool you have given us and I truly have no problem telling you when I messed up. Refresh my spirit Father
and continue to do your work in me being Glorified in our lives
My heart is clear and my spirit free because even as
I ask I am also receiving you forgiveness in Jesus Name I pray.
Love you Father..
