Thank You Father July 1, 2009

Father at times I take a walk with in myself.
I read the pain of others through their writings and wonder if they truly know you love them.
Some people sound superficial and others father are so looking for peace .
I read the pain throught these pages, pictures and I think to myself why haven't they found you as I have.

Then I look at the trial and tribulations that I endured took a reall hard hit. These trials at times left me in such devistation I did not know if I would rise up again..
Do your people have to go through such devistation to find you Father?
Why are we so stubborn that it takes death or near death experiences to find you?
After wondering these things I realized that unless people learn from other people experiences they were really going to have to expereience a hard trial.. because for me to learn these lessons was hard.
EDvery time I got hit I ran to you. I at times fussed you out or I cried ourt for your presence to surround me because I was so broken in my pain..
But when I thought of Jesus. I asked Jesus to rise in me knowing I gave him authority and a place in my heart and as Peter callled it my temple .. By your Grace my Lord Jesus Christ was called to rise up in me , I claimed his strength , his Love, boldness , knowledge, wisdom,strength and courage knowing my was totally gone..
Father thank you for loving me so much.. Thank you for seeing right through me when I was so angry at you,, Thank you for reaching deep into my heart knowing that the anger came from my pain,,,

Father you are the most Awesome Heavenly Daddy and I thank you for being so persistant in bringing me home to you when I so needed you.
I usually slowly let this world move me away from you but like the awesome Father you are you always tap me on the shoulder and remind me that you are still there ...

Thank You Father God, Thank you Holy Spirit for the countinuence councling you provide with in my own spirit. Thank you my Lord Jesus for seeing what I was going to face and in love prepared for it in your time to meet my needs ...as I walk my journey ..
I love you SooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooMuch and in my book daddy You will always be Sooooooooooooooooo Good...
THank you for loving me through my pain...